Out, damned SPOT! (9w;6d)

I have been on such an emotional high for the last two weeks. It's the first time I've started to actually let myself believe what is happening to my body and that I'm going to have a baby. In a way, I think it was because I had, until this morning, gone a whole two weeks without any spotting and I was confident that it was all behind me.

Not so...

Woke up this morning with my body again deciding to test me. In a way, it's a good thing it's so close to the scan tomorrow. That way, I don't have to sit there and deal with the bleeding and the cramps and the worrying for weeks on end.

I was so close to staying at home though and resting in bed. Instead, I've decided to take tomorrow off instead so that DH and I can go to our appointment, and spend the rest of the day together.

So - baby, bring it on - if this is your way of testing us, to prove that we really deserve to keep you here... bring it on! We're ready for you, so stop being difficult!! (god help me when they're a teenager... I think I'll have a breakdown!)