ARGH! (6 weeks)

Woke up this morning to another round of spotting. I was devastated. I'm lucky in that it doesn't appear to still be there now (at work) so fingers crossed it was just a tiny bit and I won't see any more of it.

I've been consciously trying to think towards Monday - I've been talking to the baby, rubbing my tummy and even DH has moved in on the game and said 'goodnight' every night to the baby as well. It's gorgeous, and makes me so unbelievably happy - I just feel all lit up inside.

I have another BT scheduled for tomorrow night. After the weekend, I just want to make sure things are moving as they should, for peace of mind I suppose.

I have a marketing lunch today with some clients at work. This means I have to make mindless small talk and act as though I am completely interested in what everyone is saying. However, I'm so tired at the moment, I couldn't care less if I just sat there the whole time. Not sure work would appreciate that, but we'll see...