1 test down, 6 hours to go... (C5;CD35;14DPO)
After an excrutiating session at the pathology lab being jabbed in one arm, having the needle twisted and pulled around to find my vein, and not finding it, to having the other arm jabbed and finally getting some blood out, the test has now been sent away and the pathology nurse has asked that they be done by 3pm today.
3pm...
The cramping got worse overnight. I was almost sure that when I woke up this morning I would had AF. I even went to the toilet in the middle of the night as it got quite bad thinking it had already arrived, but still nothing. My body is toying with me, and I hate it!
The nurse (although hopeless at taking a BT) was lovely. She asked me how long I'd been trying and wished me luck on the way out. Even if it was just small talk, it made me smile.
If it's a BFN, sure - I'll be disappointed but at least I can move on and not have to worry about the 'am I, aren't I' situation that's been going on these last veeeeeery long few days. And if it's a BFP... well... don't really need to say anything about that.



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