So I cheated... (C5;CD34:13DPO)

Ok, ok... so I cheated and have still be taking HPTs for the last two days.

The line is still definitely there. This morning, I thought it was more faint than last night, but if I don't get AF during the day I am going to test again tonight, as my night tests seem to be darker. It's not as if I have to squint to see it - the line is clear, but it's not as dark as I would like it.

Even if it's a false positive, the 'buzz' I get from just seeing the line there is enough to spur me on - even if I am making myself nuts in the process.

I've been getting light cramping yesterday and today as well - naturally, it could be either AF on its way, or pregnancy symptoms so that's not helping much either.

I will also call my FS today and see about booking in a BT if AF has not arrived by tomorrow. He might think I'm mad given it's my first ever 14 day luteal phase (go the injections!!) but I guess I will drive myself crazy if I don't.

**Updated:
I have called and booked in a BT for 7:30am tomorrow. When I first rang my FS, I was so nervous I confused the poor receptionist who ended up booking me in for an LH and p4 test. When I hung up I thought... 'hang on, that's not the right test!'. So I rang back, and the first thing she said was 'Oh, I'm confused... why are we testing for ovulation when you've ovulated??' (I wanted to ask her if she had preggers brain...) So when I clarified and said I wanted an HcG test, she started squealing with excitment and said 'Oh how exciting, so you could be pregnant!! Best of luck!' Lucky for me I rang back!

God I love them there. It makes this whole experience all the more reassuring whatever the result when you genuinely have people like that that will make a fuss over you! Just what every girl needs...!