Small steps (C5;CD23)

Small victories are always a good feeling!

I have definitely ovulated this month and regardless of whatever happens at the end of the TWW I am prepared for it. It is such an achievement for me to have gotten to this point and to know now that my body will respond to puregon, and that being resistant to clomiphene is not the end of the world.

It's just one more lesson about myself that I have learnt.

I don't really mind the injections anymore. The whole thing only really last 30 seconds anyway and I'm sure over time it will just get easier and easier to bear. Like anything, it's about trying to put yourself into the right frame of mind to deal with it and move forward.

It's Friday today - and I am really looking forward to the weekend. I must admit, this week has flown by and with my mind being a bit all over the place at the moment, I haven't had enough time to realise what I've been doing all week to get to this point. It's a good feeling.

One thing I will try and start back on is the business work. I haven't touched it in about a month as I either haven't had the energy after I get home, or just haven't been in the right frame of mind after working all day to come home and continue to work. I used to be ok with it - but even just keeping up with the bookeeping is doing my head in. I wish there was enough income to warrant paying someone to come over for a few hours a week, but not yet. Maybe in time. So it might be nice to get back to things - I'll see how I go over the weekend.