Another update (5w;5d)

I'm still bleeding... god, this is the worst feeling, I just want it to stop. Not sure how much I will get done at work today - no doubt I will be running to the toilet every 30-60 minutes being the chronic knicker checker I am (not that I can do anything about it really).

Spent most of yesterday in bed after getting back from the hospital hoping it might have eased things for today, but unfortunately not much luck. Will be trying to take it as easy as I can over today. Luckily I sit down at my desk so I don't need to be standing, or doing anything strenuous but I'll just be extra cautious I guess.

The most frustrating part I guess is knowing that there is really nothing that can be done about this - whether or not I miscarry is completely out of my hands, so it just proves once again what an absolute miracle all of this really is and how amazing it is that people even have children at all. I just can't get over it.

Anyway, should do some work now and stop thinking about things - absolutely nothing I can do so worrying won't fix it (wish I could take my own advice)...!